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  Almost Paradise is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  2017 Debbie Macomber Ebook Edition

  Copyright © 1988 by Debbie Macomber

  All rights reserved.

  Published in the United States by Debbie Macomber Books, an imprint of Debbie Macomber, Inc.

  Distributed by Penguin Random House LLC.

  DEBBIE MACOMBER BOOKS is a registered trademark of Debbie Macomber, Inc.

  Originally published in paperback in the United States by Harlequin Enterprises Limited, New York, in 1988.

  Ebook ISBN 9781941824146

  Cover design and illustrations: Kimberly Glyder

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  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Author's Note

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Ballantine Books by Debbie Macomber

  About the Author

  Excerpt from Any Dream Will Do

  Dear Friends,

  As I look back over the course of my writing career, I find myself shaking my head in wonder. I could never have imagined when I rented that typewriter all those years ago the path my dreams would take me on. It’s been above and beyond anything even I could have imagined.

  I wrote my first eight books on that rent-to-own typewriter, plucking away at those hard keys, holding my dreams close to my heart. Eventually I bought a computer and I haven’t looked back. I don’t know whatever happened to that old typewriter. A few years ago, my son found a similar one in an antiques store and bought it for me for my birthday. It sits proudly in my office as a reminder of how far technology and I have come.

  The book you’re about to read is one I wrote early in my career. Publishing was all new to me back then, and yet all these years later I continue to feel the same excitement and thrill with every book I write. As you read this story my hope is that you experience that same warmhearted emotion I did when I wrote it.

  As always, I consider it one of the highlights of my writing life to hear from my readers. You can reach me through my website at DebbieMacomber.com and on Facebook, Instagram, or Twitter. Oh my, have times changed from the days of the typewriter! If you wish. you can mail me at P.O. Box 1458, Port Orchard, WA 98366. I look forward to hearing from you.

  Now find a comfortable spot, put your feet up, grab a snack or something to drink, and enjoy.

  Debbie Macomber

  Chapter 1

  “Mirror, mirror on the wall—who’s the fairest of us all?” Sherry White propped one eye open and gazed into the small bathroom mirror. She grimaced and quickly squeezed both eyes shut. “Not me,” she answered, and blindly reached for her toothbrush.

  Morning had never been her favorite time of day. She agreed with the old adage claiming that if God had intended for people to see the sun rise, He would have caused it to happen later in the day. Unfortunately, Jeff Roarke, the director of Camp Gitche Gumee, didn’t agree. He demanded his staff meet early each morning. No excuses. No reprieves. No pardons.

  Fine, Sherry mused. Then he’d have to take what he got, and heaven knew she wasn’t her best at this ungodly hour.

  After running a brush through her long, dark curls, Sherry wrapped a scarf around her head to keep the hair away from her face and returned to her room, where she reached for a sweater to ward off the chill. Then she hurried across the lush green grass of the campgrounds to the staff meeting room. Once there, a hasty glance around told her she was already late.

  “Good morning, Miss White,” Jeff Roarke called when she took the last available seat.

  “Morning,” she mumbled under her breath, crossing her arms to disguise her embarrassment. He’d purposely called attention to her, letting the others know she was tardy.

  His sober gaze had followed her as she’d maneuvered herself between the narrow rows of chairs. Now his intense eyes remained on her until her heart hammered and indignation caused heat to color her cheeks. She experienced a perverse desire to shatter Jeff Roarke’s pompous attitude, but the feeling died a quiet death as she raised her gaze to meet his. It almost seemed that she saw a hint of amusement lurking there. At any rate, he was regarding her with a speculative gleam that was distinctly unsettling. Evidently satisfied that he’d unnerved her, he began to speak again.

  Although she knew she should be taking notes, Sherry was having trouble tearing her gaze away from the camp director, now that his attention was off her. Jeff Roarke was tall, easily over six feet, and superbly fit. His jaw was lean and well defined—okay, he was absurdly good-looking, she’d grant him that. But to Sherry’s way of thinking he was arrogant, uncompromising, and pompous. She’d known a month earlier when she’d met Mr. Almighty Roarke for the job interview that they weren’t going to get along. She’d flown to Sacramento from Seattle for a meeting in his office, praying she hadn’t made the long trip in vain. She’d wanted this job so badly…and then she’d blown it.

  “I think it’s a marvelous idea to name the camp after a cute children’s song,” she’d said cheerfully.

  Roarke looked shocked. “Song? What song? The camp’s name is taken from the poem ‘Song of Hiawatha’ by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow.”

  “Oh—uh, I mean, of course,” Sherry said, her face flaming.

  From there the interview seemed shaky, and Sherry was convinced she’d ruined her chances as Roarke continued to ask what seemed like a hundred unrelated questions. Although he didn’t appear to be overly impressed with her qualifications, he handed her several forms to complete.

  “You mean I’m hired?” she asked, confused. “I…I have the job?”

  “I’d hardly have you fill out the paperwork if you weren’t,” he returned.

  “Right.” Sherry’s heart had raced with excitement. She was going to escape her wacky stepmother, Phyliss. For one glorious summer no one need know where she was. But as Sherry began to complete the myriad forms, her enthusiasm for her plan dwindled. She couldn’t possibly put down references—anyone she’d list would be someone who’d have contact with her father and stepmother. The instant her family discovered where Sherry was hiding, it would be over.

  Roarke seemed to note Sherry’s hesitancy as she studied the forms. “Is there something you disagree with, Miss White?”

  “No,” she said, hurriedly filling out the names and addresses of family friends and former employers, but doing her best to make them unreadable, running the letters together and transposing numbers.

  Nibbling anxiously on her bottom lip, Sherry finished and handed over the completed paperwork.

  From that first meeting with Jeff Roarke, things had gone swiftly downhill. Sherry found him…she searched for the right word. Dictatorial, she decided. He’d let it be known as director of Camp Gitche Gumee that he expected her to abide by all the rules and regulations—which was only fair—but then he’d proceeded to give her a Tolstoy-length manual of rules and regulations, with the understanding that she would have it read by the time camp opened. Good grief! She’d been hired as a counselor for seven little girls, not as a brain surgeon.

  “Are there any questions?”

  Jeff Roarke’s words to the early-morning assembly broke into her consciousness, startling Sherry into the present. Worried, she
glanced around her, hoping no one had noticed that she’d casually slipped into her memories.

  “Most of the children will arrive today,” Roarke was saying.

  He’d gotten her up at this time of day to tell her that? They’d have to be a bunch of numskulls not to know when the children were coming. The entire staff had been working all week to prepare the cottages and campgrounds for the children’s arrival. Sherry glared at him for all she was worth, then squirmed when he paused and stared back at her.

  “Is there a problem, Miss White?”

  Sherry froze as the others directed their attention to her. “N-No.”

  “Good—then I’ll continue.”

  The man never smiled, Sherry mused. Not once in the past week had she seen him joke or laugh or kid around. He was like a man driven, but for what cause she could only speculate. The camp was important to him, that much she’d gleaned immediately, but why a university professor would find such purpose in a children’s camp was beyond Sherry’s understanding. There seemed to be an underlying sadness in Jeff Roarke, too, one that robbed his life of joy, stole the pleasure of simple things from his perception.

  But none of the counselors seemed to think of Jeff Roarke the same way she did. Oh, the other female staff members certainly noticed him, Sherry admitted grudgingly. From the goo-goo eyes some of the women counselors were giving him, it seemed they, too, were impressed with his dark good looks. But he was so stiff, so dry, so serious, that Sherry considered him a lost cause. And she had enough on her mind without complicating her life worrying about someone like the camp director.

  Sherry expected to have fun this summer. She needed it. The last year of graduate school, living near home, had left her mentally drained and physically exhausted. School was only partly to blame for her condition. Phyliss was responsible for the rest. Phyliss and Sherry’s father had married when Sherry was a college freshman, and Phyliss, bless her heart, had never had children. Seeing Sherry as her one and only opportunity to be a mother, she’d attacked the project with such gusto that Sherry was still reeling from the effects three years later. Phyliss worried that Sherry wasn’t eating well enough. Phyliss worried about the hours Sherry kept. Phyliss worried that Sherry studied too hard. To state the problem simply: Phyliss worried.

  As a dedicated health nut, her stepmother made certain that Sherry ate correctly. There were days Sherry would have killed for a pizza or a hot dog, but Phyliss wouldn’t hear of it. Then there was the matter of clothes. Phyliss loved bright colors—and so did Sherry, in moderation. Unfortunately, her stepmother considered it her duty to shop with Sherry and “help” her choose the proper clothes for college. As a result, her closet was full of purples, kelly greens, sunshine yellows, and hot, sizzling pinks.

  So Sherry planned this summer as an escape from her wonderful but eccentric stepmother. Sherry wasn’t exactly proud of how she’d slipped away in the middle of the night, but she’d thought it best to avoid the multitude of questions Phyliss would ply her with had she known Sherry was leaving. She’d managed to escape with a text sent from the airport that stated in vague terms that she was going to camp for the summer. She hated to be so underhanded, but knowing Phyliss, the woman would arrive with a new wardrobe of coordinated shades of chartreuse—and order Sherry’s meals catered when she learned that her beloved stepdaughter was eating camp food.

  Sherry had chosen Camp Gitche Gumee because it had intrigued her. Being counselor to a group of intellectually gifted children in the heart of the majestic California redwoods sounded like the perfect escape. And Phyliss would never think to search California.

  “Within the next few hours, fifty children will be arriving from all across the country,” Roarke continued.

  Sherry childishly rolled her eyes toward the ceiling. He could just as well have given them this information at seven—the birds weren’t even awake yet! Expecting her to retain vital information at this unreasonable hour was going beyond the call of duty.

  “Each cottage will house seven children; Fred Spencer’s cabin will house eight. Counselors, see me following the meeting for the names of your charges. Wherever possible, I’ve attempted to match each child with a friend in an effort to cut down on homesickness.”

  That made sense to Sherry, but little else did.

  As Roarke continued to speak, Sherry’s thoughts drifted again. In addition to Jeff Roarke, their fearless leader, Sherry knew she was going to have problems getting along with Fred Spencer, who was the counselor for the nine- and ten-year-old boys. Fred had been a counselor at Camp Gitche Gumee for several summers and was solidly set in the way he handled his charges.

  Sherry had come up with some ideas she’d wanted to talk over in the first few days following her arrival. Since Fred was the counselor for the same age group as hers, it had seemed natural to go to him. But Fred had found a reason to reject every suggestion. Five minutes with him and Sherry discovered that he didn’t possess a creative bone in his body and frowned dutifully upon anyone who deviated from the norm.

  Sherry had gotten the distinct impression that, more than disagreeing with her, Fred highly disapproved of her and her ideas. She wasn’t sure what she’d done to invoke his ire, but his resentment was strong enough to cause her to feel uneasy whenever they were in a room together.

  With a sigh, Sherry forced her attention back to Roarke. He continued to speak for several minutes, but most of what he had to say was directed to the housekeepers, cooks, and groundskeepers. The classroom teachers had been briefed the day before.

  A half-hour later the staff was dismissed for breakfast—and not a minute too soon, Sherry mused, as she walked toward the large dining hall. Blindly she headed for the coffeepot. If Jeff Roarke was going to call staff meetings when the moon was still out, the least he could do was provide coffee.

  “Miss White,” Roarke called, stopping her.

  Sherry glanced longingly toward the coffeepot. “Yes?”

  “Could I speak to you for a minute?”

  “Sure.” She headed to the back of the dining hall, where he was waiting for her.

  —

  Roarke watched the newest staff member of Camp Gitche Gumee make her way toward him, walking between the long tables, and he smiled inwardly. That Sherry White wasn’t a morning person was obvious. During the staff meeting, her eyes had drooped half closed and she’d stifled more than one yawn. For part of that time her features had been frozen into a faraway look, as though she were caught in some daydream.

  Thinking about her, Roarke felt his brow crease into a slight frown. He’d hired her on impulse, something he rarely acted on. He’d liked her smile and her spirit and had gotten a chuckle out of her misunderstanding about the name of the camp. He found her appealing, yet she made him nervous, too, in a way he couldn’t explain even to himself. All he knew was that she’d shown up for the interview, and before he’d realized what he was doing, he’d hired her. In analyzing his actions later, Roarke had been astonished. Liking the way she smiled and the way her eyes softened when she spoke of children were not good enough reasons to hire her as a counselor. Yet he felt he hadn’t made a bad choice. In spite of her apparent dislike of his methods, Roarke felt she would do an excellent job with the children, and the youngsters were what was most important—even more important than staff members being a good personality match with him.

  “Yes?” Sherry asked, joining him. Her gaze remained a little too obviously on the coffeepot on the other side of the room.

  Opening his briefcase, Roarke withdrew a camp reference sheet and handed it to her. “I’m sorry to bother you, but your application form must have gotten smeared across the top—I wasn’t able to read the names of your references.”

  Sherry swallowed uncomfortably. She should have known scribbled letters and numbers wouldn’t work.

  “Could you fill this out and have it back to me later this afternoon?”

  “Sure—no problem,” she said, her smile forced.

 
“Good,” he said, puzzled by the frown that worried her brow. “I’ll see you later, then.”

  “Later,” she agreed distractedly. Her gaze fell to the form. If worst came to worst, she could always give him false telephone numbers and phony addresses. But that could lead to future problems. Of course, if she didn’t, it could lead to problems right now!

  Depressed, Sherry folded the form, then made a beeline for the coffee. After pouring herself some and claiming her seat, she propped her elbows on the table and held the thick ceramic mug with both hands, letting the aroma stir her senses to life. She might not function well in the mornings, but she’d manage for this one summer. She’d have to if Roarke intended to keep holding these merciless five a.m. staff meetings.

  “Morning,” Lynn Duffy called out as she approached. Lynn, who had been assigned as housekeeper to Sherry’s cabin, claimed the chair next to Sherry’s. She set her tray on the table and unloaded her plate, which was heaped with scrambled eggs, bacon, and toast. “Aren’t you eating?”

  Sherry shook her head. “Not this morning.”

  “Hey, this camp has a reputation for wonderful food.”

  “I’m not hungry. Thanks anyway.” Sherry rested her chin in her hands, worrying about the references and what she could put down that would satisfy Jeff Roarke. “I wonder what kind of stupid rule he’s going to come up with next,” she muttered, setting the paper beside her mug.

  “Jeff Roarke?”

  “Yes, Roarke.” Somehow Sherry couldn’t think of the camp director as “Jeff.” She associated that name with someone who was kind and considerate, like Lassie’s owner or an affectionate uncle.

  “You have to admit he’s got a grip on matters.”

  “Sure,” Sherry said reluctantly. Roarke ran this camp with the efficiency of a Marine boot camp. “But I have yet to see a hint of originality. For instance, I can’t imagine children’s cottages named Cabin One, Cabin Two, and so on.”